To write or not to write?

That is the question.

I haven't written for a while for a number of reasons.   Its not that I haven't wanted to; more to do with being pulled in different directions in knowing whether I could and should...  I can only say that certain people haven't wanted me to write about Josh, and our life, and while I can understand that to a point, I feel I write - even more so now - from my perspective, while respecting others by not slandering or casting them in a bad light, etc.  Even from a legal viewpoint, as long as I maintain this, and consider my children's best interests, I try to highlight the good and bad, the stuff that comes from an event happen such as ours.  Its about raising awareness, not laying blame.