Thursday, July 2, 2015

5 years an angel

You grew your angel wings 5 years ago, my son, my gorgeous precious boy.  I don't need an anniversary to remind me of you, or to remind me that you're no longer here.  I still can't watch videos of you, but I sometimes say hello to your picture in a frame, or kiss the glass. I always think about your cheekiness and quirky ways.  Your big brown eye and funny jo-jo-isms.  I admit, its not easy having lost a child, my son.  The pain is indescribable sometimes, and I just go on with life anyway, because that's what we do.  It's a surreal kind of feeling - it's not meant to be this way.  5 years and it feels like only yesterday.  Miss you.  Love-a you. 

Copyright 2009 Joshua