Happy 4th Birthday Josh

I stayed up til 12.01 this morning just so I could give Josh his first birthday kiss. He was actually born around 12.35am, but I couldn't stay awake any longer!

Kayla slept with me on my single mattress on the floor of Joshy's room, so I didn't have a good nights sleep. Josh was also a bit noisy (phlegm), and I was up to him a couple of times.

We had a BBQ and a small gathering for Joshy's birthday. The weather was fantastic and the day was pretty cruisy. For numerous reasons, the least being Johsy's condition, I had a bit of a hard time. But, as usual, I got through. Josh however decided that today was best for cat-napping. I made a Nigella Lawson honey chocolate cake, and because yellow, and bumblebees was a bit of a Joey thing, I thought this cake would be perfect! I didn't have the right cake pan, so the shape came out a little worse for wear, but still tasted yummy. And those bees are cwute.









Later, my two biggest girls helped me make a couple of trips to the new home, and we are spending our first night there officially tonight! I'll then spend the next 2 days finalising bits and pieces, and will have my 3 littlest kidlets Wednesday through Saturday each week.

Love you Joey. You're such a big, strong boy. I'm so proud of you. xx